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Have you ever fucked up the thing that meant the most too you ? I did .. I hate myself for it .. I wish I could go back & make it all disappear .. I love him so much .. I want him too be happy & I know when we both try , we have an amazing relationship & we’re happy & have the type’a relationship people get jealous over .. I wanna go back too that sooo bad .. I wish he would forgive me , but I can’t blame him .. I’m surprised he’s even talking too me .. I can’t help but cry .. We’ve been through so much & we’ve lasted for 5 years , through thick & thin .. Through me doing him wrong , him doing me wrong , dating other people (both of us) , giving up a loooot .. At first we even had too sneak around too be with each other & we both put ourselves through that for each other .. Then we could ‘talk’ but couldn’t date .. Now that we can date , I fuck it up .. Way too go Shena , you messed up the best thing that’s ever happened too you .. I’m hoping with every ounce of my body that he gives our relationship one last chance .. If we both try , that’s all we need because it’ll work & it’ll be the amazing relationship we deserve ..
Derek Justin Centers , we’ve both fucked up recently & I just want you too know I apologize from the bottom of my heart .. I wish I could change things .. But I wasn’t lying when I said it wasn’t me .. I lied when I said it was .. Iloveyou , with all my heart .. I want you too be my forever .. I want you too he last boyfriend I have , & the first & only fiancé , husband , & father of my children ..
I know I fucked up baaaaad , but please babe .. Let me gain your trust back & we can fix all of this .. I can’t picture my life withou you .. IloveyouDJC .. No matter what ..
